If you are going through a rough time, you feel far from God, or you just want or need more of Him. Go to God! His grace, forgiveness, and love is there for you. His guidance is there for you. Let Him lead you according to His will.
"Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me." -2 Corinthians 12:8-9
"Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need." -Hebrews 4:16